Need word to survive in the world....

Should i copy-paste other's things/ideas?Nope..I,myself creative enough to express something in words..I am very new here & also have some language problem as one can easily express things in mother tong.Right?ohh..actually I dont need any approvals here but used to have acknowledgments/approvals from people around(Like a typical Indian girl:)Excuses are become part of day to day life but as soon as you open up,it wont remain same for loooong.
Anyways here I am to talk about myself,may be I get some more people who knows me very well or say are chargers to me!!It gives some type of security to me,I dont know WHY behind this.
Actually I am fearing as first time in my life I am goin to publish my thoughts publicaly!!seems strange but very true.
nope..will never try to